I’m Really Self Conscious About My Stretch Marks?
I’m 5′ and 130 lb… Yeah, I’m overweight. I’m working on it… D:
Well, I gained weight REALLY fast this past year, which is why and how I realized I was so overweight, but because I gained weight so fast, I now have stretch marks on the back of my calves…. It makes me feel kind of awkward and self conscious, but at the same time I know no one really notices them…. But I’m so self conscious, ever since I realized they were stretch marks I haven’t wanted to show my legs, and I’ve been wearing jeans. But before I knew what they were, I was perfectly fine with showing my legs…
They are light pinkish red and fairly visible if you are looking at the back of my legs. Like, you won’t notice them unless you’re looking directly at the spot where they are.
What should I do?
What Do I Do?!?!? I Really Need Help, Body Image Issues,soon To Be Anorexic. . . ?
I am a 14 (just turned 14 yesterday) year old girl. I weigh 90 pounds to be exact. I’m 4′ 10”/4’11”. I know I’m very short, but my mom is 5’2” and my sisters are 5’2” and 5’4”. Do you think I’ll grow more?? I got my first period on July 7,2010. In that year I only got less than half of the year. . . Then this year I got a little more than half. . .I’m also a vegetarian. I eat pretty healthy and foods that are rich in nutrients. I’ve been a vegetarian for about 5 years now. For about 2 years, I’ve been having really bad body image issues. . .I was going to a waterpark and for the 2 days before, I only drank water and had a couple of crackers. I basically starved myself. Then after I got home from shopping one day, I didn’t eat lunch. My friends and I went to the movies and I didn’t get anything because It’s all junk food. I don’t eat candy anymore or soda. I don’t put any butter on my food and when I was at the movies I didn’t get any butter on my popcorn because It adds tons of fat and calories. If I eat anything unhealthy, like a simple candybar or some icecram, I feel like complete crap. I actually feel like throwing up. Sometimes after eating stuff like that I just go in my bedroom and cry. . Everyday I look in the mirror and I see that my thighs are HUGE and really fat. Everybody tells me I’m not fat when I bring it up and they look at my like I’m crazy when I call myself fat or say that my legs are fat. . I just want to be skinny. . Believe me, If I could starve myself I would. The only reason I’m doing it extremely is so I don’t stunt my own growth because I want to grow yet. . I think about it everyday. For breakfast I’m not very hungry so I just eat a banana and some water because I don’t get hungry easily. Then for lunch I eat a greek yogurt and milk because the school lunch is gross. Then I eat a pretty decent supper. . . . And after school I have crackers or a smoothie or something. I feel like I’m not exactly eating enough for a girl that just turned 14, but I just don’t want to get any fatter than I already am. . Everyday I try on my bikini top to see if my stomach is flat enough. My legs(thighs) are seriously so fat I can’t even look at them without being discusted. The other two girls in my grade that are around my height are so much skinnier than me. . . I look at the calories and fat in everything I eat. I just need help. I haven’t old my parents about my problems and I’m never going to. Do I have an eating disorder at the moment??? Thankyou very much, and any other advice would be greatly appreiciated!
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