no. but if i did, who cares? if i like a guy, i would admire every part of his body

I am 19 and I’ve had acne since I was about 14! It’s been five years, and it has only gotten worse. I get severe acne; the pimples are not only red, but they hurt too. I get these nasty ones which are full of this white-yellowish pus-like stuff (I know, sounds gross) They pop even with the slightest touch, bleed ALOT, and leave ugly scars behind. It gets worse, the scars are really deep and are darker than my normal skin tone. My skin becomes very dry if I don’t apply moisturizer right after I wash my face, but about an hour after that, it gets super oily. I don’t have time to wash my face frequently because I am a full time student and I am at the university for most of the day. I get ance on my forehead, my cheeks, my neck, the space between my nose and my lips, my chin, the sides of my nose, on my nose, between my eyebrows, and even on the crease of my lips. Almost each and every of my pimple pops, leaving scars behind! So the only place on my face that I don’t have scars on are my eyelids!! This is why I have a very low self-esteem. I take the public bus to university every day, and the moment I get into it, everyone, and I mean EVERYONE starts staring at my face! It’s just really embarrassing and depressing to go through all that every day! I wouldn’t mind if I was a 100 pounds heavier, because you can get rid of the weight, but not the scars and the uneven skin tone left behind by the acne…I really need your help! And not all that stuff saying “beauty is inside, not what’s on the outside” and blah blah blah. The only people who seem to understand that stuff are the ones that have skin issues, not the ones with perfect skin…Thanks in advance!!